bottlexofxyou

Wed, 31 Mar 2004 21:12:35 GMT

didnt go school today.mom overslept.was good.i watched bring it on.then spent the day clearing stuff up.was real down yesterday but i am feeling so happy today.mikey comes down on friday.oooo.i cant wait.so happy and excited.hopefully get to see kate nat and jo at some point in the easter.will be good to see them again.2 weeks of mikey.amazing.i havent got to speak to alot of people much recently.im sorry.i just been busy.i have coursework to finish in a minute.so i best be gone.just thought id write on here.keep it moving.<3

Fri, 26 Mar 2004 19:13:36 GMT

i didnt go school today.was feeling ill.still am.aching.and tum ache.mikeys down..which isnt good.=(.i dont like him being down.makes me feel down.jen wanted me to go out with her tonight.but i cant because i didnt go school.so ill go tommorow.i watched movies all day and lazed.was fun.honest.hehe.grr.i so badly wish mikey could cheer up.i hate it when he is like this.i dont like feeling like i cant do anything to cheer him up.he is down in 6 days so thats good though.hope its all happy chappy again by then.he says he will be.ive just turned my phone on for the first time in months.woah.how exciting.hehehe.well ill leave it at that tonight.<3

mood-calm

Mon, 22 Mar 2004 21:04:08 GMT

im so sleep.heh.its all cold.and im wrapped up in a duvet.callie came back to school today<3.got mikesy stuff he sent me.including a signed ataris ticket.woah<3 i love him so so so much.cant describe how much.am seeing him in 1 week and 4 days.spoke to kate for the first time in a while last night.it felt like we were kind of drifting apart.but im glad we're not.she explained things.i love her.shes one of my best friends<3.and i hope she gets herself back up.i have alot of best friends.i love them all to bits.<3.school was ok today.had art.woo.the school days always go faster with callie there.thank fuck shes back.
"no matter how far i go.my heart remains with you".<basically how i feel about all the people who matter.and who i care for.MBR.amazing band<3.this thing is quite fun.thanks alot 'talee.mwah!.bum bum bum.

cold

Sun, 21 Mar 2004 20:17:33 GMT

jens gone home.and im all bored and lonely.had a pretty funny day though.feeling just a teeny tiny bit down now though.have no idea why.nat got me this account today.shes a sweetiepoo.<3*kisses*.its so cold.no music =(.its under 2 weeks until i see mikey now.and woah i cant wait.i love him so much.its amazing.he's amazing.<3..hopefully callie will be back in school tommorow.school seems to drag when shes not there.ive missed seeing her like everyday.its like losing my left arm when shes not around.heh.my lip is really stinging and itching today.like right by the bar.grr.grr.i drank some of the vodka mikey left here last night.i forgot how much i really hate vodka now.
considering the recent events jen seems to be her usual self..which is good.so i dont really have to worry about her like i was.=)well im sleepy.and have things to do.so thats all for now.